If you don't do it now, when will you???
- Mar 22, 2017
- 2 min read
After my long absence of blogging, I am forcing myself to get back into this routine.
So in the time I have been absent, a lot has come about. For instance, I have been going back to school and now almost done my first year (YES!). I finally moved out of the parent's basement again after a 2 year break after leaving my airline job. Needless to say although it has been hectic, I could not be happier.
Now, for awhile I have been wondering, "what is my one thing in life?" Yes I am still asking myself this from time to time, to the point I'll lose sleep for many nights as the thought haunts me. It is with great pleasure mind you that I have started my YouTube channel, though still trying to find my niche in all of this. All I know is, the more I keep waiting for a realization of what that one thing is, the older I'm getting, which many of us don't like the thought of haha.
The thing is, many of us will wait around to see what happens next, I admit I was one of those people. Until a few weeks ago I decided, know what? Fuck it! I'm going to do whatever the hell I am capable of doing, and yes that even means not knowing exactly what. I guess you can say that I am going through a trial and error stage.
I've done so much already in my life, I've worked with animals, I was a waitress, a dancer, a flight attendant, a model, a cook, a bridesmaid numerous times, worked in a chocolate factory, antique flea markets and auctions..just to name a few..... you name it, I've almost done it all. I guess this is my struggle, after already doing many things, it's finding what to do next or finding the one thing that I will love most. Problem is, I love many things, so I cannot simply choose just ONE thing... actually the thought of that scares the hell out of me. Life has so much to offer for us, and I want it all.
I have always been independent, I still am. However, this does not mean I am afraid to ask for help, which is why I would love advice or tips on what to possibly do for my YouTube channel, I roughly have an idea, however no one gets through success alone.
Thank you for reading my latest post! I shall return in the next few days! <3
Take care and as always Cheers dears!
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